Tuesday, June 29, 2010

RENTETAN PERISTIWA

Iskhh boleh migrain hari-hari balik rumah, jalan jam. Kemudian bila tiba di rumah, saya tiada teman becakap,teman makan dan teman tido. I feel so incomplete. Sighhh. [ Depression is a big no-no during pregnancy.It's not healthy for the baby. Adakah saya patut amik anti-depressent pulak? ]

By the way, just teringat the time when I knew I am pregnant. Kan ke sudah kukatakan, kami memang plan this pregnancy [iya,apa-apa pun tetap ianya rezeki dari-Nya, what I meant here is we were trying and hoping hard after the miscarriage ]. So I had my UPT as early as 2 days before my period was due. Like hey of course u saw negative result [ada jugak yang dah boleh detect pregnancy but jarang-jarang because it's still early! ]. And when I saw negative, aku sangat keciwa ok. But I didn't tell MNI sebab haih tak due period lagi, sape suruh gatal buat UPT kan?

Ok my period was suppose to due on 14th May 2010.
  • 12 May 6.00 pm : 1st UPT. It was before my period was due. NEGATIVE
  • 16 May 8.30 am : 2nd UPT. I saw a very-very-very faint line. I thought it was the evaporation line. So I assumed it was still NEGATIVE. Told MNI and he was konfident gile, like yeay sayang pregnant! Padehal deep inside me takutnya it was a false result. Aku tak kire, kata negative jugak! 
  • 17 May 6.40 am : 3rd UPT. It was still a very-very faint line. But much better that the day before. I still assumed it was NEGATIVE. Iya sangat pessimistic.
  • 18 May 6.40 am : 4th UPT. I saw very faint line (note that the uncertainty reduced form very-very-very faint to very faint only ). This time pun aku still tak pecaya. Still assumed NEGATIVE.
  • 19 May 6.40 am : 5th UPT. This time I was quite shocked because the line became clearer. But still tak puas hati, I used another kit of a different brand. That made it the 6th UPT. And both showed quite clear lines. Ok wa dah bedebar-debar. Ok maybe POSITIVE.
  • 19 May 10.00 am : 7th UPT.Sebab tak puas hati, I went to a clinic. And buat UPT kat clinic pulak. Like duhh macamlah kat klinik pakai kit super mahal. Klinik pun pakai test kit murah je ok! And the result lagi faint line dia adalah. MNI sedapkan hati aku, kata kit yang doctor pakai was not as accurate as what had I used at home. Fine, aku dah agak keciwa. Doctor kata kena test in another 3 days. 
  • 23 May 7.00 am : 8th UPT.Dah 3 hari kan, so I tested again. And this time the line was as clear as pen marker tu hah! POSITIVE. Alhamdulillah I was taktau lah nak describe the feelings.Terus lompat2 tunjuk the kit to MNI. And he was like "kan abg dah kata dari minggu lepas positive"..Ok takde reaction kesukaan, sebab dia dah kesukaan sejak minggu lepas masa aku assumed Negative tuh.
  • 23 May 10.30 am : 9th UPT. Tak puas hati jugak tu. I said to myself kalau this time line tu clear macam tadi, baru aku yakin betul pregnant. So bukak another kit of different brand nak compare lah kan. And again, the line was clear sangat. Maka barulah ku yakin POSITIVE
Begitulah kekdah rentetan peristiwa aku macam saiko buat UPT test. In total I had 9 tests. Eh lepas tu ada yang ke-10 yang final buat kat klinik before I was transfered to my gynae kat Prince Court hospital. Eh kalau kau kira total UPT test kit tu, beratus jugak ok ! Haha, but seriously, the feelings bila tengok dari takde line sampai line tu clear tak boleh nak di-describe.

Nampak tak, dari kiri 1st UPT yang negative, sampailah ianya menjadi Positive.

Ni, clearer view 

The HCG level will rise drastically in every 3 days. So sepatutnya tak payahlah pegi test everyday. Sila jangan jadik saiko macam saya. Test la every 3 days, because then only the HCG hormone increases and barulah nampak positive result itu dengan clear :) Okeh, apa-apa pun doakan I could get through this pregnancy dengan selamat walaupun aku sensorang sekelumit meringkuk sorang kat rumah hari-hari. 

Toodles~

2 comments:

Naddie Anuar said...

comel giler ko buat camni :)
harapan seorang ibu...

Umi Ameera said...

adat la dik.. mula2 nak jadi ibu...
akak dulu pun mcm tu jugak.... :)