Wednesday, September 2, 2009

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I am so down. Like muka aku dah on the ground dah ni. Perasaan bercampur-baur, fikiran celaru, kepala berat – macam-macam mak nenek tgh bermain di fikiran ni.


He got a called last night. His mom is sick. I could see the sorrow in his eyes. Ntah, hati aku betul-betul tersentuh. And aku pun turut risau about his beloved mom.


Inilah ujian. Lebih-lebih lagi di bulan Ramdhan. Hope she’s strong enough and everything will be fine. Amin.


Now that I realize how does it feel, bila org kata: cubit paha kanan, paha kiri pun terasa. When I see the sadness, aku pun sangat sedih. Mungkin sebab aku dah rapat and start to feel Im part of them already.Tapi aku cuba utk tak menambah kesedihan tu. But hati ni, Tuhan saje yang tau.


Now that he’s back to his family. Baru lega dia dah disamping keluarga. Even though aku sgt down that I have to stay here, takpelah..as long as semuanya akan back to the norm and emaknya sihat walafiat. Itu paling penting. Doakan semuanya selamat.


Past sentence: Dalam celaru-celaru and merasakan hari-hari tak brapa nak best ni, I got a good news today. The case is finally closed. He turned up, and everything ran smoothly. And I guess, everything is right on track. Thank God. Even though I have to sacrifice on this, but aku pecaya mesti ada hikmah sebalik semua ni.

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